I remember back then went i was in Africa i use to think that Europe is the answer to all problems,and tso i thought too that the white's heart's are just as they look,hmm what can i say after few yrs in europe i was close to tears,close to tears not because i was unable to make a success out of the trip,but because for so many yrs i have leaved in fantansy and immaginations of things that never existed,.